Wednesday, 17 December 2008

• Currently This Is Hazelville By The Captain Glorious see related

  Updates

  I've really become a slack blogger.

  And now, there is just no catching up. In sum:

  I took myself off my "happy pills." And am much happier.

  I opted to have an IUD put in, due to reoccuring nightmares that I'm pregnant. The mo'fo' hurts.

  I'm buying and moving into a condo (no more shit-hole apartment) in a week. I'm incredibly nervous/excited/etc.

  I have been mind-fucked over by 2 "nice" guys in the last month. And 2 of my good girl friends (1 married, 1 engaged, are getting it worse). I didn't really have much confidence in mankind to begin with, but I've seen enough drama in the last 30 days to put any nagging doubts to rest. Jesus.

  I switched my work site. It's not even like the same job, it's so ridiculously easy. I feel guilty about it, though it took me 2 years of hell and emotional torture to get to this.

  I made a list of resolutions right after my inspired-trip to Austin with Fo-dawg.

  The four major ones were taken care of within the first week (home, work, etc.)

  I'm amazed. And, despite recent bullshit, very happy with the direction of my life.

  Because I feel like there is direction.

  It's golden, or will be, once I learn to filter the remaining assholes from my life.

  I feel like I've reconciled a lot in the past month or two and have done a hell of a lot of growing.

  Yay 2009.

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